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Tarenta

Have you ever felt like a stranger in a strange land? That's how I felt most of my life. I was born and raised in Germany; my father being Italian, my mother a war refugee from Romania. I became, from the start, an observer of the world I experienced. It was clear to me that the way I was treated and the way other foreigners were treated was not the highest way, and cultural injustice expanded into religious prejudice. My first life-changing event was in Rome in the Vatican Museum when I was 13. I was appalled and became nauseated by the opulence and pride with which these extraordinary artifacts were presented. I recognized then already that people in power can, through oppression, rob other countries and peoples of their raw materials and resources, destroy their cultures and religions. I lost the little faith I had in the Catholic Church in that moment, and I turned my back on the teachings about Jesus.

I was 18 when my first love and already pregnant girlfriend ran away with one of my good friends. I was confused and wanted to give up my life. By God's grace, instead of losing my life, I found new energy moving into new directions. To find true purpose in life became my goal from this point on. I started to read and experience extensively.

In December 1985 at about 3 a.m., wide awake and restless reading about how our mind is patterned by everything we experience and think, I suddenly realized that I needed to go to America as soon as I could. I knew this was not a logical thought but a spiritual message, and I had to act on faith. Everyone around me thought and expressed that I was strange to leave my career, friends, and family to follow such an unpredictable path. As I prepared to leave in the next year, the nuclear catastrophe in Chernobyl happened, the media and political leaders denying its destructiveness on human, plant, and animal life. I started to yearn for spiritual answers and leaders.

I was led to a Native American elder living in California, and there I was invited to a Native American ceremony for the very first time. During those four days I was an observer and also participated as a helper. Each day my sensitivity in realizing the gift of praying through song increased. At one point I did understand the meanings of the songs without knowing the language. There were songs of gratitude, songs asking for help, songs for healing, and many songs of pure surrender. I did surrender then to the quest of finding my destiny, how I would be able to serve the world and its people and to discover God in my heart. When you are literally on your hands and knees, crying out in the wilderness for revelation, you sense the presence of the celestial spirit beings and the presence of the Creator of all. That alone keeps you motivated to not fail your God but to be loyal to His answers and guidance. The Native American quest was just the beginning.

In the Winter of 1992 I did not listen to God's will. He asked me to take my wife and my eight-month-old boy and leave the safe environment of a self-sufficient life style and find my spiritual family and a prophet with a vision which could change the planet. I decided to wait for another sign of when to go and where. Shortly thereafter I found myself caught in a blizzard with still twelve miles to travel by foot in a wilderness area. A friend and teacher was my guide to find my way home to my family. His counsel seemed to be the highest. Inwardly I knew that something was wrong, and this was confirmed when I was close to death, as was my friend. I realized then that I made many wrong choices. I listened to leaders which were limited in their relationship with God. One of them was this friend. His counsel that we would be able to go through the blizzard unharmed was wrong. The highest message I had then was that I needed to listen to God's will, who asked me to pack up and leave and find my destiny now, not later. I was still a stranger in a strange land.

This continuous faith-walk in different places around the planet led me to Aquarian Concepts and Gabriel of Urantia in the United States. I did recognize without an understanding of the Fifth Epochal Revelation and Continuing that this was the answer to all my prayers: true visionary leadership, my spiritual family, and a destiny to fulfill, larger than I ever dreamt of but real in its beauty, goodness, and truth. The spirit celestials, which are in contact with Gabriel and speak through him, identified my soul with such clarity that I had no doubts but conviction and an activation of the Spirit of Truth, which I did not know until that moment they touched my soul. I am a starseed from another universe called Avalon, born on the planet of Tora. During my ascension there and on other worlds, I chose to fall in the Lucifer rebellion. Now my soul is on trial during this time of purification, this time of adjudication. Since I have been here in Sedona in alignment and working within Divine Administration, I am discerning more and more the rebellion I had accepted and lived in many lifetimes on this planet. My memory circuits are being opened. Christ Michael as Jesus of Nazareth told me in the first century to become perfect as our Father in Heaven is perfect, to follow His will by faith and to become a servant to all those who are thirsty for this Kingdom of Heaven. What an awesome gift of God for us ovan souls to know who we were in past lives as well as knowing who we are to become in God's immediate future plan for Divine Administration on this planet.

The simplicity of this truth of the faith walk is to live revelation moment-to-moment. My soul was thirsty and is now fed with the bread and water of life (Aquarian Concepts) by living this revelation. Without it, there is despair and hopelessness in a broken and fallen world, but Christ Michael has reached out with mercy, love, and ministry to every one of us.

My heart was always open, but now my mind has opened to the available circuitry of cosmic meanings and understandings. The past, present and future are now interwoven within the destiny of not just myself but everyone on this planet and other planets. I am a cosmic citizen with a responsibility as a destiny reservist to help bring this planet into light and life. It is an exciting adventure in this Divine New Order movement, and I pray that every soul will have an opportunity to become part of it and then choose to do so.

During a morning walk several years ago, I was asked how I was doing and after a short reflection I answered: "All I know is that I am a new person suddenly. It is like Tarenta is becoming new, with much more gratitude in my whole being for the gift of life, and for my new found love for Christ Michael, His creation, and all His children. It is so new that it becomes difficult to relate to myself of the past. I don't understand what is happening, but it is beautiful and joyful...." For the next two weeks I was emotionally very vulnerable, I did shed many tears of joy. Many moments of my days I spent in a worshipful state, exploring my new self, my mind and heart relationships with everyone around me. I wrote down many thoughts in a poetic way like I have never done before. All of them were thank you notes to God. I was truly in love again. At a community transmission I was told that I had stabilized on the third psychic circle, which has many meanings, but one of the significant ones is that my forever friend (a descriptive term I first heard from the song, "Forever Friend" by Gabriel of Sedona), an Angel of Enlightenment, can be by my side moment-to-moment and assist me in my ascension, in my personal relationship with God and all His children. That's why I felt newborn and changed. This forever friend is still with me now, and I am eternally grateful for this gift of reflectivity.

I am not a stranger in a strange land anymore because I have found my cosmic family and my cosmic destiny. I have come home.

Tarenta, Minister
First Assistant
to Gabriel of Urantia and Niánn Emerson Chase and the Mandate of the Bright and Morning Star

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