Global Community Communications Alliance Member Profile

Ausmaminae

My name is Ausmaminae, and I have been a community member of Global Community Communications Alliance for many years. I am indeed finding my life here, as I continue to grow daily in this beautiful unfolding global change outreach ministry, becoming actualized beyond my dreams and expectations, coming to know God in my life, His will for me, and growing in the understanding of what it means to be of service to my brothers and sisters, the people of this planet.

As an artist, color, form, pattern and composition have always been important to me. As a young child I viewed people, relationships, and situations within this context. I remember I always wanted to put things back into order, harmony, balance. Disharmony within relationships and sadness within people disturbed me. I was very sensitive, and as I looked upon the colors and composition of the world around me, I sensed that something was not right, that there was a bigger picture, a grander scheme, and I experienced visions of a world to come of peace and harmony. I early on had strong impressions that God had designed something very specific for me. This would become a driving force in my life that would set my feet upon the path of a spiritual journey and eventually lead me home, to the First Planetary Sacred Home.

I grew up in Australia and am grateful for the loving, secure family life my parents provided. Along with two sisters I had the blessing of a strong yet very loving father and a gentle nurturing mother who both provided good moral standards, values and discipline, along with the environment to explore and discover life for myself. Though I was not raised within a formal religion, I always felt a closeness to Jesus, and the little exposure I was given to the Anglican Church left a strong impression on me. I was very fascinated with the people in society who gave their lives to God, those missionaries, nuns, and priests. It was an awesome thought. How did they know that this was what they had to do? How could someone make such a commitment? I never thought this was exactly what God wanted for me in the conventional sense, but somewhere in the back of my mind I knew one day Jesus would call upon me to make a big commitment of some kind.

As I moved through teenage years my longings for fulfillment and deeper meaning increased. Although I was quite happy and content in a lot of ways, acquiring the things of the world, enjoying the adventure of life unfolding, I was also aware that this quest for happiness in a material world was superficial and that I was as a fragment of a large jigsaw puzzle, not yet joined with those significant other pieces/people. Who am I? Where do I belong? What do you want for me, God? These were questions rising like tides in my mind, merging with the ebb and flow of a part deep in my heart that knew I had a mission and that I needed to begin to make different choices and decisions in order to find what I was seeking. This restlessness moved me through a variety of jobs and geographic locations, and I tried to settle into different career choices, but nothing even remotely filled the emptiness I felt at the center of what seemed to be a perfectly good life, at least to those family and friends looking on. Most of the people around me did not share the same urges or understand my vision. This created a loneliness in me that I could not understand. I was a "stranger in a strange land."

This inner searching for answers led me into New Age and metaphysical teachings, where for the first time I found a larger reference frame upon which to place my thoughts. I discovered a new circle of people with whom I could express feelings about topics like reincarnation and so on. I knew I had lived before. I was meeting kindred souls, a wonderful part of the journey. I strongly connected with teachings that gave me the beginning concept of "starseed" reality, "light workers" and of the "regathering" of family tribes, which is the regathering of cosmic family as described in Continuing Fifth Epochal Revelation, and the coming of a "New Age", which I knew in my heart was connected to the return of Jesus to this planet. I knew that somehow my mission was connected to this significant time to come. Continuing Fifth Epochal Revelation entitled The Cosmic Family volumes greatly expands upon these concepts and many others, providing very pertinent and critical information; answers for the many starseed souls like myself searching for meaning on this fallen world.

In my early twenties I discovered Native American spirituality, and I strongly resonated with their concept of family life, the belief in a personal Creator, a reverence before this Creator, and the connectedness of all things. The idea of a "force", or "the universe" as the source of a love and power greater than us all, prevalent in New Age teachings, was empty to me, and I knew there had to be more. I had very distinct experiences throughout my life of a personal God as Friend, Father and Mother. I was determined to find answers, and they were forthcoming. I now know this personal God in my life to be Christ Michael, the Creator of the universe of Nebadon, in which we live, as revealed in The URANTIA Book .

In my mid twenties I went through a period of personal tribulation with the loss of two premature babies and a divorce. My world seemed to be coming apart, and in effect it was. God cannot put new wine into old wine skins, and although painful, this time of shedding away a life I had outgrown was a powerful catalyst for growth, and from that point God's hand was leading me along a more direct path. I began to experience a new sense of peace in my heart and a growing faith. However, with growth often comes inner conflict. Times of personal change are often accompanied by uncertainty and disappointment. The things I had an emotional hold on were the things God was asking me to release so that He could bring into my life the very things I was praying for, yearning for. God does indeed work in strange and mysterious ways. God's call upon our lives is different for everyone, but I believe He is asking us to embrace change, to make personal changes so that we can develop the fruits of the spirit and serve each other and humanity in a higher way.

My search led me to find Rieki, a form of hands-on healing, which was a wonderful stepping stone in the beginning understanding of healing, my need for personal healing, and a desire to serve others in their healing process. Through a friend in Reiki a wonderful serendipity happened, which led me to Canada where I met a woman who was in the process of joining the community of Global Community Communications Alliance. By another serendipity, six months later I found myself in Prescott, Arizona, on the doorstep of Global Community Communications Alliance in Sedona; upon the threshold of the most important decision of my life.

As I was driving to Sedona I felt in every fiber of my being that God was leading me to my destiny. On that first day at Global Community Communications Alliance, after meeting Gabriel and Niánn, the founders and spiritual leaders here within this ministry, I knew with all certainty I had found the very reality I had been longing for all my life. The answers to many questions pieced together. I knew I was now being reunited with those significant others—cosmic family. To this day I marvel at God's awesome plan and how He brings us together. The serendipities are too numerous to mention.

I have had the incredible blessing of being a part of the evolution of this ministry. My walk with Christ Michael, our Universe Creator is ever unfolding, often revealing how little I know and how far I have to go in my growth to be the person He is calling me to be. However, I am experiencing new found joy and meaning each day as I watch divine pattern in the beauty of God's perfection unfold in my life. I am blessed with a beautiful daughter, Annan, now five. Her presence in my life and the gift of being able to watch her grow up with the other children within the community is a profound testimony to me of God's hand in this reality. As I look upon Annan's face I see clearly a peace and contentment I did not have as a child. As an artist I am now able to use my creativity toward serving others, inspiring hope by bringing forth a vision of global change. I have purpose.

I pause to reflect back on the journey now fusing with my present moment, and I know the pieces of that puzzle I wondered about many years ago are coming together here; a unification and synchrony of diverse people, finding their right place with God and each other; an incredible tapestry of destiny. And yes within this tapestry we do need spiritual elders and teachers. I am discovering the blessing and value of spiritual teachers in my life. It is our dominant society that tells us we should have independence at any cost. This brings separation from family and from God, and we then lose sight of the value of those people in our lives that have gone before us who have more experience and higher wisdom and insight. I have experienced this also. The art of living in true community, true family, has been lost to our generation. I believe I am living in true community.

Gabriel and Niánn, who hold the Mandate of the Bright and Morning Star, and the Eldership here at Global Community Communications Alliance are dedicated, courageous, and humble servants of God, willing to go the spiritual distance to the end that true liberty and spiritual healing may come to this planet. I am witnessing Divine Administration in action. They have earned my respect, and I am honored and grateful to serve with them along with the other dedicated global change community members here.

As we find ourselves in the beginning of this new millennium, as Christ Michael masterfully unfolds His plan for this planet, I pray for His will in your life that you too may be delivered upon the shores of destiny to help bring a much needed change to this planet for the glory of Him who calls us. You are needed.

Ausmaminae, Minister
Vicegerent First Assistant
to Gabriel of Urantia and Niánn Emerson Chase and the Mandate of the Bright and Morning Star

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